Monday, March 06, 2006

Stars chillout worship

This is the worship session we had at the Weekend Away this weekend.

We set up a space in darkness and at a point which is pretty obvious the central camping light was switched on and sent a star shaped soft light through the dark space.

I used those glow in the dark stars you can get in massive packs and wrote people's name on them in OHP indelible pen.

It was lso really great for the first time at Xp not to rely on cd music but actually to have one of our young people playing some songs on the guitar.

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In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth. The earth was empty, a formless mass, cloaked in darkness. And the spirit of God was hovering over its surface.


In our lives there is darkness, things we keep hidden.

God can bring light to those things of which we’re ashamed. Think of them now and offer them to God while we listen to Ben playing his guitar.

Then God said, let there be light and there was light And God saw that it was good
Genesis 1.
Ben plays

Lord God you have brought light into our lives
God, You light up our darkness

(paraphrase of Psalm 18)

God’s light came not only at creation but in the coming of God’s Son into the world

For God who said, “Let there be light in the darkness, has made us understand that this light is the brightness of the glory of God that is seen in the face of Jesus Christ.

2 Corinthians 4-6

He is the light to reveal God to the nations

Luke 2.32

The one who is the true light, who gives light to everyone.

John 1

Pure Light Matt Redman:

O, to see You as You are
To glimpse the wonderst yet unseen
Assist my sight, unveil my eyes
To see You
Lord, to know You as You are
To even dare to speak or stand
Though marked beloved, to fall as dead
When I see You

And through grace untold, to see You
With this heart unveiled, to know You
Lord, in Your pure light

How great the glory of Your name
How small the voice I humbly bring
Yet with my all I raise a song
When I see You
It is the song of love's pure light
The grace reflected in these eyes
The overflow of those who know
They have seen You

We are disgraced, but You graced us
With the warmth of Your forgiveness
Now You lead us ever closer
To the pure light of Your holiness

And I'll sing of the wonders of Your grace
Sing of the wonders of Your grace
Sing of the wonders of Your grace, O Lord
And I'll tell of the glory of Your name
Tell of the glory of Your name
Tell of the glory of Your name, O Lord


With God’s light to light up our darkness we are empowered and strengthened

As the psalm says:

The Lord is my light and my salvation – so why should I be afraid? The Lord protects me from danger – so why should I be afraid?
Psalm 27

The light shines through the darkness and the darkness can never extinguish.

John 1

We receive that light from God and it is not just for us to keep but to share:


Look up into the heavens. Who created all the stars? He brings them out one after another calling each by it’s name.

Isaiah 40.
In the middle of the floor in a moment you will find a star with your name on it. Come and collect it while the next song plays

Brian Doerksen, You Shine

Why should I feel mad,
When You made the heavens?
Why should I be afraid,
When You put the stars in place?
Why should I lose heart,
When I know how great you are?
Why should I give up,
When Your plans are full of love?

In this world we will have trouble,
But You have overcome the world!
You Shine,
Brighter than the brightest star!
Your Love,
Purer than the purest heart!
You Shine,
Filling us with courage and strength
To follow You!

Why should I feel mad,
When You made the heavens?
Why should I be afraid,
When You put the stars in place?
Why should I lose heart,
When I know how great You are?
Why should I give up,
When Your plans are full of love?

You Shine,
Brighter than the brightest star!
Your Love,
Purer than the purest heart!
You Shine,
Filling us with courage and strength
To follow You!

In this world we will have trouble,
But You have overcome the world!
You have overcome the world...!

You Shine,
Brighter than the brightest star!
Your Love,
Purer than the purest heart!
You Shine,
Filling us with courage and strength
To follow You!
You Shine,
Brighter than the brightest star!
Your Love,
Purer than the purest heart!
You Shine,
Filling us with courage and strength
To follow You!

You---- Shine----,(oh Lord! oh Lord give us courage,
give us courage and strength, to follow you!)
You---- Shine----! (to the ends of the earth! oh Lord! oh Lord!
We're gonna follow, we're gonna follow You!)


These stars are to remind you that God's light is for you to share:

You are the light of the world – like a city on a mountain glowing in the night for all to see. Don’t hide your light under a basket! Instead put it on a stand and let it shine for all.

Matthew 5.14

For though your hearts were once full of darkness, now you are full of light from the Lord , and your behaviour should show it.

Ephesians 5.8

Let your lives shine as points of light in the darkness.
Philippians 2.15

I hope you will keep these stars to remind you to shine out with your lives and also to remind you that even in darkness God's light is with you.

The service is now over but if you would like to stay here in the quiet space some music will be playing.

Violet Burning, Faith and Devotions of a Satellite Heart


Weekend Away

Back yesterday from our youth weekend away at Standlake Ranch. Absolutely FABULOUS FUN!

I have a nasty sore throat and cold but nevertheless it was really good. The place was a bit cold but we had anotherafternoon of fun at the local park (including rides on the roundabout!), a round of Ready, Steady Cook! with some fantastic dishes cooked by the young people from a pre-ordained basket of ingredients. We also had a chillout worship service (details in next post) which seemed to go down really well (to my surprise, in some ways I supose) as when the service finished and we offered them some more reflection time in the quiet space most of them stayed there for another 15 minutes at least. Then later we watched Wallace and Gromit; the Curse of the Were Rabbit which even the girl who said "I don't like Wallace and Gromit" really enjoyed because of the bunnies! On Sunday we had a great treasure hunt with a Biblical twist inspired by the Ideas Library CD which Simo passed on to me (I'll upload this when I've corrected it and when I'm back at the office).

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Unrelenting

Ok life is seeming EXTREMELY busy at the moment... wedding to organise, weekend away to oragnise, informal worship space for LENT (yes that DOES start today) to organise... aaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaagh!

However it is all still fun - just busy!

I am currently planning the menu for the weekend away and TRYING to keep in mind all that stuff we said LAST year about healthy food. I also find it is a really great opportunity to explore cooking with the young people. Saturday evening is devoted to READY STEADY COOK where I give each group a box of food and they have to feed themselves and half of each leader. They really love it and it is a brilliant time for the leaders to chill out with a book calling out the ocassional bit of advice about the chopping of carrots and the cooking of potatoes!

We're also making mosaic tiles this year AND a fabulous idea from one of the young people we're getting the two teams to put a Computer together from parts!

Today I am just finishing off the worship space (needs a few more posters, a pair of cheap I-don't-mond-them-getting-nicked pair of headphones, some non perishing bread and a handout for people using it!)

The wedding preparations are going well too after some false starts on envelope printing yesterday! and my best beloved is currently being all creative with some silver paint and some celtic knotwork to make them all look pretty!

So does that leave me time for Lent?

Well one of the young peopel challenged me to give up dairy products. An adult challenged me to give up the internet - really CAN'T do it; so much of my work relies upon it!

In the end I am TAKING on Evening Prayer in addition to Morning Prayer each day and I am once again not eating between meals which is UNBELIEVABLY difficult in a youth office which I happen to know contains two jumbo bags of crisps, some miniature herroes AND a galaxy bar!

Saturday, February 25, 2006

Lord's Prayer stations (slightly updated)

This evening we had our town wide youth prayer event, Transformation and three of us organised some prayer stations based on the Lord's Prayer. I'm going to be putting something similar in the alternative worship section of All Saints for Lent.

Here are some samples from what we did:

Your Kingdom Come...
(Coldplay 'Til Kingdom Come playing in the background)
Look at the newspapers.
Do they reflect what you believe God wants for the world?
Pray about each of the situations and persons mentioned in the news
How does your community need to change to be more what God wants?
What can you do to bring this part of the kingdom closer to reality?

Help us create a wall of words and images for God’s Kingdom and for the things of the world not of God’s Kingdom.



Your will be done...
Why is it so hard to agree to God's will for us?
What call is God making on your life now?
Take a stick from the pot and find a passage of encouragement from the Bible.







Give us today our daily bread
Don't worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. If you do this, you will
experience God's peace, which is far more wonderful than the human mind can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus.
Philippians 4:6-7

Why not eat a piece of bread as a way of remembering how God provides for all of our needs from day to day, physical, emotional, mental and spiritual?


Forgive us our sins
Wash your hands
As you wash your hands look at the lines on your hands.
As you wash away the dirt think of your sins being washed away by God.
Look at your clean hands. How does God want you to use them?
What other ordinary acts might offer you a chance to connect with God?
Write the things you want to confess on the paper and shred it...


For ever and ever

Table set up with a metronome a passage from Ecclesiastes 3 and Footprints plus this:

God's love for us is eternal not bounded by time as our lives are. The Celtic Christians used knotwork made up of one continuous line to symbolise God's eternity.

Using the instructions create some celtic knotwork to add to our display


More anon when I've got them set up again...



Thursday, February 23, 2006

parroty meeting


I've got the parity meeting at CYM today. This is a weird kinda throwback to my Latin-teaching days. Not sure quite what's involved but there is definitely lunch. I'll let you know what it was like when I get back! Oh and I have to drive there IN THE SNOW - yay and at the same time eek!

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Time and it;s tendency to fly

I feel the blogosphere is a bit like Narnia at the moment. It seems to be just a day in time in the real world and yet I get back into the blogosphere to discover that it's several days since I last posted. How did that happen?

Well kinda busy planning for the wedding (3rd June - eek!) and also for our youth weekend away in a couple of weeks.

I also wrote an article for the parish magazine which I'll post up once it's been published in paper form - wouldn't want people getting a sneak preview now!!! In fact I have been faintly contraversial and put in a cartoon - no not THAT one! It is of course one of the cartoons by the GREAT DAVE WALKER and I'm hoping that our church is as able to laugh at itself as I think it is!

Saturday, February 18, 2006

The Lad-y is a tramp

Somewhere within my genetic make-up some of the "girly" tendencies seem to have been missed out (cosmetics, handbags...) and instead there are some "boyish" tendencies including my love for Top Gear. This evening was a TREAT with an homage to the all time great A-Team "customise the vehicle" moment - pure class!!

If you missed it, the lovely BBC has a link to watch the whole thing online or see some snippets. BUT YOU HAVE TO DO IT SOON!

Thursday, February 16, 2006

Busy busy

Sorry I've not posted much this week. Been kinda busy but not sure how...

Anyway here is a fabulous little thing that Someone had last week and I can't remember WHO now or what the site is - eek! Apologies. Clearly I'm going doolally!

Anyway, in case you're wondering what I'm going on about most of the time this is it apparently:

Monday, February 13, 2006

Nutters!

Ok so more silliness but you can blame Simo this time! Of course I came out kinda cool so I'm putting it in!!!

You Are a Powdered Devil's Food Donut

A total sweetheart on the outside, you love to fool people with your innocent image.
On the inside you're a little darker, richer, and more complex.
You're a hedonist who demands more than one pleasure at a time.
Decadent and daring, you test the limits of human indulgence.

Frm heavy to light

Ok so today you have the choice...

Read my evensong sermon below or Pop over to this site and irritate an animated penguin! This link courtesy of Youthblog which has moved so your blog readers may not have picked up Ian's last few posts if you haven't updated your blogroll or blogreader settings. Don't miss out on all his great stuff!

Sermon evensong 12th February 2006

Readings:

Psalm 6
1 O Lord, rebuke me not in thine indignation: neither chasten me in thy displeasure.

2 Have mercy upon me, O Lord, for I am weak: O Lord, heal me, for my bones are vexed.

3 My soul also is sore troubled: but, Lord, how long wilt thou punish me?

4 Turn thee, O Lord, and deliver my soul: O save me for thy mercys sake.

5 For in death no man remembereth thee: and who will give thee thanks in the pit?

6 I am weary of my groaning; every night wash I my bed: and water my couch with my tears.

7 My beauty is gone for very trouble: and worn away because of all mine enemies.

8 Away from me, all ye that work vanity: for the Lord hath heard the voice of my weeping.

9 The Lord hath heard my petition: the Lord will receive my prayer.

10 All mine enemies shall be confounded, and sore vexed: they shall be turned back, and put to shame suddenly.

Glory be to the Father, and to the Son: and to the Holy Ghost; as it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be: world without end. Amen.

Numbers 20 2-13

Now there was no water for the congregation; so they gathered together against Moses and against Aaron. The people quarreled with Moses and said, "Would that we had died when our kindred died before the Lord! Why have you brought the assembly of the Lord into this wilderness for us and our livestock to die here? Why have you brought us up out of Egypt, to bring us to this wretched place? It is no place for grain, or figs, or vines, or pomegranates; and there is no water to drink." Then Moses and Aaron went away from the assembly to the entrance of the tent of meeting; they fell on their faces, and the glory of the Lord appeared to them. The Lord spoke to Moses, saying: Take the staff, and assemble the congregation, you and your brother Aaron, and command the rock before their eyes to yield its water. Thus you shall bring water out of the rock for them; thus you shall provide drink for the congregation and their livestock. So Moses took the staff from before the Lord, as he had commanded him. Moses and Aaron gathered the assembly together before the rock, and he said to them, "Listen, you rebels, shall we bring water for you out of this rock?" Then Moses lifted up his hand and struck the rock twice with his staff; water came out abundantly, and the congregation and their livestock drank. But the Lord said to Moses and Aaron, "Because you did not trust in me, to show my holiness before the eyes of the Israelites, therefore you shall not bring this assembly into the land that I have given them." These are the waters of Meribah, where the people of Israel quarrelled with the Lord, and by which he showed his holiness.

Philippians 3.7-end

Yet whatever gains I had, these I have come to regard as loss because of Christ. More than that, I regard everything as loss because of the surpassing value of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord. For his sake I have suffered the loss of all things, and I regard them as rubbish, in order that I may gain Christ and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but one that comes through faith in Christ, the righteousness from God based on faith. I want to know Christ and the power of his resurrection and the sharing of his sufferings by becoming like him in his death, if somehow I may attain the resurrection from the dead. Not that I have already obtained this or have already reached the goal; but I press on to make it my own, because Christ Jesus has made me his own. Beloved, I do not consider that I have made it my own; but this one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the heavenly call of God in Christ Jesus.

Let those of us then who are mature be of the same mind; and if you think differently about anything, this too God will reveal to you. Only let us hold fast to what we have attained.
Brothers and sisters, join in imitating me, and observe those who live according to the example you have in us. For many live as enemies of the cross of Christ; I have often told you of them, and now I tell you even with tears. Their end is destruction; their god is the belly; and their glory is in their shame; their minds are set on earthly things. But our citizenship is in heaven, and it is from there that we are expecting a Savior, the Lord Jesus Christ. He will transform the body of our humiliation that it may be conformed to the body of his glory, by the power that also enables him to make all things subject to himself.



One of the things that people sometimes misunderstand about religion and religious people and especially of Christianity is that we have all the answers, that we have fixed it that we’ve signed up and therefore we’re “ok”.

This is an error that not only people outside the church can make. It is also a common error among Christians themselves. Sometimes we ourselves can fall into the trap of thinking that because we are Christians we’ve got it sorted.

The reading from the Hebrew Scriptures warns of the danger of not trusting in God. The Israelites had been in the desert for a long time without water so Moses asked God for water. God tells him:
“Take the staff, and assemble the congregation, you and your brother Aaron, and command the rock before their eyes to yield its water.”

Yet Moses presumes to strike the rock to produce water and so God says:
"Because you did not trust in me, to show my holiness before the eyes of the Israelites, therefore you shall not bring this assembly into the land that I have given them."

The Israelites are people who lived with their minds focussed on the past:

"Would that we had died when our kindred died before the Lord! Why have you brought the assembly of the Lord into this wilderness for us and our livestock to die here? Why have you brought us up out of Egypt, to bring us to this wretched place? It is no place for grain, or figs, or vines, or pomegranates; and there is no water to drink."

They complain about their current situation even in spite of all the incredible things God has done for them and the offer of the promised land which is set out before them. The land they are promised might well be flowing with milk and honey but they long instead not for the future promises but for the fondly remembered foods of the past. They focus not on what God offers them but what they are currently enduring.

Paul speaks of such people in the epistle we heard:

"For many live as enemies of the cross of Christ; I have often told you of them, and now I tell you even with tears. Their end is destruction; their god is the belly; and their glory is in their shame; their minds are set on earthly things. "


However, although Paul is able to point out how people oughtnot to live, in his letter to the Christians at Philippi he reminds us that being a Christian isn’t about having found the final solution it is about being on a journey:

Beloved, I do not consider that I have made it my own; but this one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the heavenly call of God in Christ Jesus.

Like the Israelites before us we sometimes feel that because we have followed God it should be easy. The Israelites had really moaned:

"Would that we had died when our kindred died before the Lord! Why have you brought the assembly of the Lord into this wilderness for us and our livestock to die here? …."


Of course, because we have Paul’s letter, we know that we shouldn’t complain about such things, don’t we?

Well I think the difference is that in Paul’s view we should be focussing not on the past joys or the present troubles but on the future glory.

Paul’s point is that our following Jesus is not an end in itself. Yes to make that turning point, that decision that believing in God means living out the WAY that Jesus set forth is a significant moment. Paul describes everything else before it, everything else in life as RUBBISH in comparison. This concept reminds me of Jesus’ kingdom parables of the man who found the most beautiful pearl and sold everything else in order buy that one pearl or the man who found treasure in a field and sold all he had to purchase the field.

Yet the treasure, the great pearl that Paul found and that each of us finds is not an end here and now. No it is a journey towards a goal.

“For his sake I have suffered the loss of all things, and I regard them as rubbish, in order that I may gain Christ and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but one that comes through faith in Christ, the righteousness from God based on faith.”
Yes the finding of Christ is a great prize, it is THE great prize but we must not miss what else Paul says:
“I have suffered the loss of all things” including a “righteousness of his which comes from the law” Paul’s discovery was that he was no longer of value because of what he did, or what commandments he followed but simply because he had faith in Christ.

Indeed the discovery we all face when we follow Christ is that we are of no value more or less than anyone else.

The difficulty for us as human beings is that, naturally, we are rather selfish creatures. We somehow think that we SHOULD be of value for our own sake; that what we do should be appreciated, that life should not always feel like a race, a rush.

Yet our Gospel is that we are on a journey and it’s not leisure cruise.

Jesus told us,

“Whoever wishes to follow me must deny themselves, take up their cross and follow me”
We are following THE WAY and we are STRIVING towards it. Not strolling but striving.

Yes of course it is good when we help others in our service to God but as soon as that service is done it is in the past and Paul reminds us not to look to those things in the past but to strive on towards the future.

That is a tough call for any of us. It is not easy. As the rich young man learnt, merely following all the commandments and being justified by the LAW is not enough. If we turn to Jesus and say, I follow you, I obey your commandments then Jesus may well turn round to us with an equally tough challenge as “sell all that you have and give it to the poor.”

Although this way of looking at what being a Christian is like sounds tough, in fact, when you look at it in some ways it makes it easier. To understand that Paul too felt that he was constantly striving, constantly putting things behind him and moving on, then I think for each of us endeavouring to live Christian lives now can find a kind of freedom in the knowledge that it IS difficult. For in remembering the difficulty we acknowledge it as normal and not as some especial torture sent just for us. We are reminded that it is not about what we ACHIEVE but about our striving to be like God. Thank God that we do not have to work our way towards heaven by good deeds as the Pelagian heretics thought we did. I doubt many of us would get anything like close enough to even catch a glimpse. No we press on toward the goal but it is God who gives the prize.

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Emergent Episcopal

This is still to come on Thursday:

HOUSE OF BISHOPS’ WOMEN BISHOPS GROUP: Report to the General Synod (GS 1605)

The Archbishop of Canterbury to move:

16. ‘That this Synod

(a) welcome the assessment made in GS 1605 of the options for removing the legal obstacles to the ordination of women to the episcopate;

(b) consider that an approach along the lines of “Transferred Episcopal Arrangements”, expressed in a Measure with an associated code of practice, merits further exploration as a basis for proceeding in a way that will maintain the highest possible degree of communion in the Church of England;

(c) invite the House of Bishops, as part of its ongoing work on the underlying issues raised by the “Rochester report”, to produce for the July group of sessions a statement of the theological, ecumenical and canonical implications of such an approach;

(d) instruct the Business Committee to make sufficient time available at the July group of sessions for Synod to determine, in the light of advice from the House of Bishops, the next steps, including a possible timetable for legislation; and

(e) invite all members of Synod to reflect prayerfully and consult widely on the serious decisions now facing the Church.’
We watch and pray and await the inevitable amendments...

TEA with some sympathy

So today the General Synod agreed to TAKE NOTE (audio available here) of the Guildford Report with its recommendations for Transferred Episcopal Authority for those not wanting women bishops which the Bishop of Guildford described as:

"space or room for those who cannot recognise women bishops within the same household of faith and with interconnecting doors"
Yes, I can see that there might well be disunity in some ways when a woman is consecrated as bishop (though this is not likely to be for twelve years yet apparently!) and yet I was still a little shocked (I really shouldn't be, should I?) to see that the Roman Catholic church had expressed grave concerns about the suggestion that the Church of England allowed women into the episcopate. Surely the divisions are sufficient already in some ways - they do not consider ANY Anglican clergy to be valid ministers male or female so clearly our bishops are not either surely, male or female.

For me this whole issue is important, yet the wrangling over it frustrates me as, although I want a church that represents unity to those outside it, I also want a church that LOOKS outside it rather than focusses inwards on politics. Yes equality of ministry is about demonstrating the Gospel in some ways but I do worry that we spend too much time on all the legalities and niceties of it all and ge distracted from what God really wants us all to be doing: spreading the GOOD NEWS.

Polyphonic distraction

Thanks to a link from Liz at Reach out and Touch the screen I have been merrily re-uniting some folk for the last ten minutes. It's a rather sweet little game which is worth a look! I can give hints if you want (I had one to start with!) but it is MORE fun to solve it without help!

Saturday, February 04, 2006

Sermon Sunday 5th February

Readings:
Isaiah 40.31-end
Have you not known? Have you not heard? Has it not been told you from the beginning? Have you not understood from the foundations of the earth? It is he who sits above the circle of the earth, and its inhabitants are like grasshoppers; who stretches out the heavens like a curtain, and spreads them like a tent to live in; who brings princes to naught, and makes the rulers of the earth as nothing. Scarcely are they planted, scarcely sown, scarcely has their stem taken root in the earth, when he blows upon them, and they wither, and the tempest carries them off like stubble. To whom then will you compare me, or who is my equal? says the Holy One. Lift up your eyes on high and see: Who created these? He who brings out their host and numbers them, calling them all by name; because he is great in strength, mighty in power, not one is missing.
Why do you say, O Jacob, and speak, O Israel, "My way is hidden from the Lord, and my right is disregarded by my God"? Have you not known? Have you not heard? The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He does not faint or grow weary; his understanding is unsearchable. He gives power to the faint, and strengthens the powerless. Even youths will faint and be weary, and the young will fall exhausted; but those who wait for the Lord shall renew their strength, they shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint.

Psalm 147.1-12
Praise the Lord! How good it is to sing praises to our God; for he is gracious, and a song of praise is fitting. The Lord builds up Jerusalem; he gathers the outcasts of Israel. He heals the brokenhearted, and binds up their wounds. He determines the number of the stars; he gives to all of them their names. Great is our Lord, and abundant in power; his understanding is beyond measure. The Lord lifts up the downtrodden; he casts the wicked to the ground. Sing to the Lord with thanksgiving; make melody to our God on the lyre. He covers the heavens with clouds, prepares rain for the earth, makes grass grow on the hills. He gives to the animals their food, and to the young ravens when they cry. His delight is not in the strength of the horse, nor his pleasure in the speed of a runner; but the Lord takes pleasure in those who fear him, in those who hope in his steadfast love.
Praise the Lord, O Jerusalem! Praise your God, O Zion!

1 Corinthians 9.16-23
If I proclaim the gospel, this gives me no ground for boasting, for an obligation is laid on me, and woe to me if I do not proclaim the gospel! For if I do this of my own will, I have a reward; but if not of my own will, I am entrusted with a commission. What then is my reward? Just this: that in my proclamation I may make the gospel free of charge, so as not to make full use of my rights in the gospel.
For though I am free with respect to all, I have made myself a slave to all, so that I might win more of them. To the Jews I became as a Jew, in order to win Jews. To those under the law I became as one under the law (though I myself am not under the law) so that I might win those under the law. To those outside the law I became as one outside the law (though I am not free from God's law but am under Christ's law) so that I might win those outside the law. To the weak I became weak, so that I might win the weak. I have become all things to all people, that I might by all means save some. I do it all for the sake of the gospel, so that I may share in its blessings.


Mark 1 29-39
As soon as they left the synagogue, they entered the house of Simon and Andrew, with James and John. Now Simon's mother-in-law was in bed with a fever, and they told him about her at once. He came and took her by the hand and lifted her up. Then the fever left her, and she began to serve them. That evening, at sundown, they brought to him all who were sick or possessed with demons. And the whole city was gathered around the door. And he cured many who were sick with various diseases, and cast out many demons; and he would not permit the demons to speak, because they knew him. In the morning, while it was still very dark, he got up and went out to a deserted place, and there he prayed. And Simon and his companions hunted for him. When they found him, they said to him, "Everyone is searching for you." He answered, "Let us go on to the neighbouring towns, so that I may proclaim the message there also; for that is what I came out to do." And he went throughout Galilee, proclaiming the message in their synagogues and casting out demons.




The readings this morning talk to us about the importance of not doing things in our own strength and of our need to turn to God for our strength so that we might serve God and each other.

Isaiah reminds us of God’s greatness in comparison with our weakness.
“He does not faint or grow weary; his understanding is unsearchable.”

Whereas…
“Even youths will faint and be weary, and the young will fall exhausted;”


To say that God is the great almighty and that in comparison we are like grasshoppers can sometimes make us feel that we can give up all responsibility for the world. Likewise we can sometimes think that doing things only in God’s strength not in our own, means we need to do nothing.

This is far from the case. Yet though we do things in God’s strength we do must avoid feeling of arrogance and pride in what God achieves through us.

Paul tells us that when he preaches he is not setting himself above people but humbling himself before his task.
“If I proclaim the gospel, this gives me no ground for boasting, for an obligation is laid on me, and woe to me if I do not proclaim the gospel!”
And we have another example again of service in our gospel reading.

Paul like many others before and many more after him, preached the Gospel because God had called him to that service and given him the strength to serve.

The gospel reading is one which can often be taken as rather mysogenistic passage, reflecting the lower status of women in Jesus’ time. Simon Peter’s mother-in-law was ill, Jesus cures her and so she starts serving everyone.

Yet the surface of that story reflects a far greater depth. First of all, Simon Peter’s mother-in-law was ill and THEY TOLD HIM ABOUT HER AT ONCE. This was an important person in the household. Jesus cures her and so enables her to serve. It is Jesus who gives her the strength to do that to which she was called. I don’t think that is so wrong; to be given God’s strength and then to go straight from there to serve others. For what else is God’s strength for, if not for us to go out and serve.

In all things we need God’s guidance and strength not because it makes us feel better or because it makes us “happy” or “good” but because it gives us the chance to serve. And how can we serve?

Well, in the Gospel passage we heard today, from Mark very URGENT gospel, in which everything happens one thing immediately after another we have a microcosm of Jesus’ ministry. Jesus spends time in community, he heals, he goes away for some quiet time and reflection and then he calls others out to join him as he preaches the good news.

What better model of service can we have than Jesus’ own ministry? Yet even Jesus, in all his very active ministry, Jesus still took time out to reflect and to pray. For though he was the Son of God, as well as being divine he was also human, like each of us and in need of a relationship with God. As Isaiah says:
“Even youths will faint and be weary, and the young will fall exhausted; but those who wait for the Lord shall renew their strength, they shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint.”
This doesn’t mean that we all turn into amazing robot-like gospel preaching machines, it does not mean that we are given endless strength and no longer need rest or sleep. No it means that even when times are difficult, or worse still when times are far too easy, even when we are weak, then too we have God’s strength.

So often it is in our weakness and in our brokenness that we truly connect with God that we acknowledge our need for him. We can all be caught up in our incredible busy-ness and rush without the time to pause and reflect on what call God is really placing on our lives, where he really gives us strength to serve.

It should not be embarrassing to admit our need for God yet somehow our modern world makes us all want to demonstrate how CAPABLE we are. How much we do not need help from each other or from God.

This week I have had an all too painful reminder of not relying on my own strength. Some of you may know that I’ve been without the use of my right hand for much of the week and being someone who likes to be ever so capable, I have found it very difficult to find myself needing to rely on the kind help of others.

Yet God’s message to us is that we do need God’s strength, we do need each other for our own wholeness and for the wholeness of the community, for the church. Because the need for healing is not always personal sometimes it is the Church that body of Christ, which needs healing; the Church that needs God’s strength and I know that there are many things which see the church divided today. Indeed this coming week is one in which the Church is going to need a lot of God’s strength to support it through difficult discussions.

This week the General Synod will be debating the consecration of women as bishops. Now I am sure that, as a woman in ministry here at All Saints you will have no doubts about my view on whether or not women should be able to serve God as they feel God has called them to serve, as priests and indeed as bishops.

And though for many this is something which seems long overdue, for others it is something which they view as deeply wounding to the church.

I don’t know how much all of you will have followed this story but I felt it was something worth setting before you.

A group headed by the bishop of Guildford will present its explorations and its conclusions about how the church might proceed towards the consecration of women as bishops.

There were three options for them:

The first was a Single Clause measure in other words – a new church law stating that women could be made bishops – together with a list of guidelines.

This option obviously pleases those in favour of women bishops but not those who oppose it.

The second option was the establishment of a Third Province separate from the provinces of Canterbury and York where there were no women bishops, no women priests and no male priests ordained by women bishops.

This option pleased some of those who opposed women bishops but not others as it represents a major schism in the church

The third option, the option which is proposed by the Guildford group is known as TEA - Transferred Episcopal Arrangements.
This involves parishes opting out of a diocese that accepts women as bishops for all Episcopal related issues such as ordinations, confirmations etc but the parish remains within the area of the geographical diocese in all other senses.

This middle way avoids schism and yet satisfies those opposed to women being bishops

I don’t know how the discussions will go this week. I know that there will be hurt on many sides and whatever the result some members of our church, the Church of England, and indeed of this our parish here at All Saints might well be upset. Yet in this weakness, in what might be called the brokenness of the church, God’s strength will be there for all who call on it.

So this week, in your prayers, I hope you will pray for God’s strength for the members of the General Synod and for God’s strength for the church. Yet, although it is God’s strength which enables us, it is still WE who must ACT. It is we who must, like Peter’s mother-in-law, get up and immediately start serving others, it is us who like Paul must proclaim the Gospel without boasting, it is us who must take that time out to hear God’s call on our lives, to ask for God’s strength and then SERVE.

Thursday, February 02, 2006

Daily Prayer insight

Don't ya just love it when the readings from scripture at a church service really speak to where you're at?

This morning at morning prayer the psalms included:

I keep the Lord in mind always.
Because He is at my right hand,
I will not be shaken. Psalm 16.8

Me with my injured hand as a result of a fall... couldn't help but giggle!

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Taizé taster

Please can I commend to you a great event as a taster for people thinking of going to Taizé as this weekend in Bristol will be run by brothers from the community.

Of course if you've been before it would also be something that would appeal.

This is the description of the weekend from Br Paolo:

Bristol, 11-12 March, “Who is my neighbour?” -- a weekend for young adults (18-25)

When Father Richard McKay arrived at St Nicholas church in Bristol, 9 years ago, his parishioners were mostly people over 60 who had lived in Bristol most of their lives. Today, people from over 50 countries come regularly to the Sunday morning eucharist and children fill the space around the altar.
This is an opportunity to meet and listen to people of many countries as they seek to make their home in inner-city Bristol. And we will ask ourselves “Who is my neighbour?”, as we read and reflect on Jesus’ story of the Good Samaritan (Luke 10). One of the brothers of Taizé will help lead the weekend.

For all practical details, accommodation, etc. see the flier:

We hope to welcome many young people at this weekend who do not know Taizé. Please put up copies of the poster and give it to young adults who you think will be interested.

(For details of other meetings in the UK in Feb-Mar 2006.)

Also there's some great news... Taizé is sending some brothers to

Greenbelt 06, 25-28 August

"The organisers of the Greenbelt Festival have asked the community to lead times of prayer and workshops during the festival and one of the brothers will be there for the whole weekend. We are looking for musicians to help with the prayers. Please contact Br Paolo if you would like to help "

I'll be at Greenbelt... hope some of you guys will be too. I'm trying not to get too excited about it already!


Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Bunny strikes back

Great link via Dave to some very silly "movie parodies in bun-o-vision".

I particularly like Star Wars and The Rocky Horror Picture Show.

Hop-a-blog Hamilton

Sorry for no posting yesterday but I was a little preoccupied by being in A&E because I cut my hand open when I fell carrying some plates up the step from my dining room to my kitchen. I am now the faintly proud host to my first three stitches ever!

How bad am I though that I was really tempted to take a photo of it for the blog!? I resisted the urge just in case there were some squeamish types out there in the blogosphere.

Apparently, according to the doctor, I was very brave and I should get someone else to carry plates and do the washing up in future!

Saturday, January 28, 2006

Island of the giant terraway


Went to see King Kong last night (at last). My favourite scenes had to be Kong have a toddler-like tantrum when Anne wouldn't play anymore and then later, towards the end, skidding around on the ice and laughing at himself!

However it wasn't all delightful!

Now I know I'm a bit of a wuss really but the isalnd natives were SCARY - really nasty sudden attacks and the whole ritualistic sacrifice business - and the creatures on the island were MANKY. Big wormy things and bugs various being particularly nasty.

However in addition to demonstrating my wuss-like tendencies, I also demonstrated two other characteristics.

Firstly, my inner geek came out when I saw that Andy Serkis (of Gollum fame) was not only playing the hero (Kong) but also the chef on board the boat.

Secondly I demonstrated my VERY soppy side by totally blubbing over the tragic hero's demise. Yes I know I should have been prepared for the ending but it was SO sad. A gentle character that demonstrated great loyalty, an appreciation of beautiful sunsets and a wonderfully fun side ends up being viewed as a monster merely because of his size and strength. How often do we misperceive people because of their appearance and take their gruffness and social ineptitude as anger. Ok so most people aren't 25ft gorillas ... so that should make it easier maybe? I think not!

Thursday, January 26, 2006

New kind of Christian

Really thought provoking post from Phil.

What are we doing in our churches? Should we be "scratching itches"? Should we be reflecting people's needs more? What fresh expressions might work for those disillusioned with standard CHURCH?

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Sounds of Salvation update

Some of the members of Sounds of Salvation have been dropping by (Hey guys!) because they found my comments about their mass at Greenbelt. This made me go and have a look at their site again and, although they don't have any details about any forthcoming gigs (shame - really want one to take our young people to!!!) they have put some MP3s up of their ska re-workings of well known worship songs.

Burns Night or the Conversion of St Paul??!!

So a bit of a mixed day really. The church celebrates the conversion of St Paul and the more Caledonian parts of the world celebrate the wonderful Robbie Burns.

Well tonight my best beloved is coming round and preparing Haggis, neeps and tatties (early, as I have a meeting tonight). This is traditionally accompanied by some poet from the great man himself and though I am normally inclined to go for a bit of The mouse, I think the following is rather more appropriate:

Love for Love

Ithers seek they ken na what,
Features, carriage, and a' that;
Gie me love in her I court,
Love to love maks a' the sport.

Let love sparkle in her e'e;
Let her lo'e nae man but me;
That's the tocher-gude I prize,
There the luver's treasure lies.

Monday, January 23, 2006

Jam-packed day

Day off today and I've been busy with making marmalade. I have to make much more this year as I now have a dad AND boyfriend who rather like it an eat it by the jarload!

So currently I have been changing this ...








to this...










And unfortunately, in the process, turning my cooker to THIS!

The Ultimate Question

Had one of those great sessions with our young people yesterday. One of those unplanned, unexpected, unpredictable moments when a young person says...

"I have a question..."

Before we got to that I had been asked by the parent of an 11 year old who isn't due to join the group until September (it's a group for year 7 and above and this young person is in year 6) if the young person could join sooner. I told the parent that I would have to ask the group and, even though the group is currently quite young - years 7-9 rather than older as it has been before - the young people still felt they wouldn't want to discuss some things or ask some questions if younger people were in th group. Therefore we will be staying as we are and taking secondary school only people.

So what was the question...?

"What do you think about sex before marriage?"

It led to a really good discussion. Interestingly Ian is about to run some training on this on 7th February and I reflected when I saw that a few weeks ago that I've always been pretty secure in tackling this subject when it arises but not so good at PLANNING to discuss it. It made me ponder... should we PLAN to discuss these things with young people or wait for them to ask?

After our sex before marriage discussion one of the others asked another question...

"Is heaven a physical place or a spiritual place?"

With only five minutes left to discuss that one I think we might just focus on it for next week's session!

Saturday, January 21, 2006

Knotty time

This evening was our chillout worship again and, as it's winter and we don't want the CHILLOUT element to be too literal, as usual we transferred to the church hall. When we're in the hall I take the chance to do something a little more hands on and creative with them. This time it was the turn of celtic knotwork.

We started with some spoken prayer and concluded with a celtic blessing but otherwise the time was spent learning how to draw some celtic knots. I had hoped we'd get through two of them but in fact we only managed one, the Solomon knot as a symbol of our unity with God and the unity of the world and heaven joined together.

Music included some celtic stuff from Enya as well as some more "modern celtic" from a band from Northern Ireland called Dubrovnik. They haven't got a website yet but I'm told that one is coming soon. Keep an eye out for them; there are some really cool tracks for the alt worship scene.

Here's what we did:


This week is the week of prayer for Christian Unity and the theme is “When two or three are gathered together”… taken from

"Again, I assure you: If two of you on earth agree about any matter that you pray for, it will be done for you by My Father in heaven. For where two or three are gathered together in My name, I am there among them."Matthew 18.19-20

This evening we’re going to focus on unity and coming together using celtic knotwork.

First we need to sort a few things out with God

So find some stillness and sit quietly
Lord we come to worship you this evening with our creative minds, our creative hearts, our creative hands.
We offer these to you and ask that you will use them to your service.
God gives us so much our life, our freedom of will

(hand out paper)

and yet we make mistakes that get in the way of our relationship with God.
Lord before we can hear you, we must give you all those things that will stand between us and you this night. And ask you to take them away. You give us all these things.

You give us the chance to confess

(hand out pencils)

On your piece of paper (lightly) write all those things from this week or today or this moment which you want to say sorry for; all those things of which you’re not proud, which you regret, which you know God did not or does not want you to do. Write down all the thoughts that are distracting you now from God.

Isaiah says…
Yes, he'll banish death forever. And God will wipe the tears from every face. He'll remove every sign of disgrace from his people, wherever they are. Yes! God says so!
Isaiah 25:8

Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth, for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away, and the sea existed no longer. I also saw the Holy City, new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared like a bride adorned for her husband. Then I heard a loud voice from the throne: Look! God's dwelling is with men, and He will live with them. They will be His people, and God Himself will be with them and be their God. He will wipe away every tear from their eyes. Death will exist no longer; grief, crying, and pain will exist no longer, because the previous things have passed away. Then the One seated on the throne said, "Look! I am making everything new."
Revelation 21:1-8

(hand out erasers)

So rub those things out with the eraser as we listen to this next song.

(Jesus be the centre)

As we still our minds, Lord be in our stillness
As we learn something new, Lord may we learn more of you
As we create tonight, may we be reminded that we are created ourselves, in the image of You our Creator God.
In each pen that we hold may we be holding on to you.
In each line that we draw, draw us closer to you
In each connection we make, connect us to you.


Celtic knots demonstrate that heavenly life and earthly life are linked and form a unified whole..

Celtic Knot drawing session

May the road rise to meet us,
may the wind be always at our backs,
may the sun shine warm upon our faces,
may the rains fall soft upon our fields,
and until we meet again
may God hold us in the palm of his hands.


Thursday, January 19, 2006

Importance of being silly

I had a silly moment this afternoon when transporting something to the vicarage for David's planned Candlemas service. One of our children's work team had been tidying the children's cupboard and had found just what we were looking for - a doll baby - to be part of a crib scene when we focus on Jesus beign taken to the temple and meeting Simeon and Anna. All very good, alternative, fresh expressionsy stuff planned. So what do I do? I put said baby in my handbag to transport to the vicarage and as I'm walking along ALL I can think of is The Importance of Being Earnest by Oscar Wilde:

Jack: Actually, I was found.
Lady Bracknell: Found?
Jack: Uh, yes, I was in... a handbag.
Lady Bracknell: A handbag? (Act III, Part Two)
So there I am walking along with a little baby arm poking out from my handbag and sniggering and grinning to myself - it's a miracle I wasn't taken in somewhere!!!


Hmmmm The Importance of Being Earnest...

...didn't that have Colin Firth in it? Oh yes ! Hurrah!

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

How to write a sermon...

It's an interesting thing to reflect how those of us who preach come to the point of working out what we're going to say.

I look ahead to mine quite a long way in advance. I read the readings and let them marinade with each other for a long time. I have already started looking at my sermons for Sunday morning of 5th February and Sunday evening of 12th February. These will be for two rather different groups. The morning will include a large group of girls visiting from our local boarding school for girls as well as people of all ages numbering around 200 or so in total. The evening one will be for a much smaller group of no more than 20 made up mostly of people aged over 50.

This even I am in the mulling over stage for both of them. I am letting the readings settle with me and working out not "what am I going to say?" but rather "what am I NOT going to say?"

For one of them, which I have already been pondering for a while I am even at the point of working out the shape of what I am going to say; what is my main theme? Where do I start so that I get there and very importantly how do I finish?

Now I tend to vary how I ponder these things. I always make sure I have the readings wiht me or at least in my mind as I'm wandering and, as the Christmas song goes, "I wonder as I wander". I tend to chat about the passages with people (me being an extrovert I guess) and reflect on them during slightly more idle moments. This evening I might well be mulling it over in the bath. Tomorrow the mulling process will continue...

Provincial matters

Ok so there's a new blog in the blogroll entitled The Third Province and I thought I should let you all know that this does not signify that I am in support of establishing a Third Province for those that cannot, in all conscience, agree with women bishops, gay priests, or whatever else people might come up with in the future as disagreeable, uncomfortable or generally "just not our kind of thing, don't ya know".

No, instead, The Third Province is another example of my evangeblogation - I have another convert to blogging! This time it is my soon to be blushing lovely boyfriend!!! (Yes he REALLY doesn't like me being soppy but, there you go it's MY blog so there!)

Elizabeth David

"The most important thing to learn is that one has to know roughly what the rules are beforeone can disregard them"

These were the words of Elizabeth David which concluded a positively mouth-watering drama celebrating her life and the impact she had on English cuisine. They encapsulate her approach to cookery and her approach to life!

Nowadays the idea of dishes from France, Italy or Spain is nothing new or even vaguely extraordinary but that is only thanks to this incredible woman who's cookery books have long sat on my shelves for far too occasional inspiration. Long before Jamie Oliver argued for healthy food for our children, this woman opposed pre-packaged foods and argued for eating this "in due season"

Of course I don't advocate a lifestyle such as hers of affairs with married men and, when she was married herself with men not her husband nor indeed her massive intake of alcohol. Yet the drama in many ways did not advocate the way she lived. It showed the troubles of her life because she lived outside the rules. However without her we might still have to buy olive oil from the chemist not from the supermarket and pasta would be available in tins in tomato sauce and in no other form! For all these things, Elizabeth, we thank you!

What Elizabeth David demonstrated was a great passion for GOOD food, for EXCELLENCE and flavour and quality. It is this kind of passion that surely we should all seek in all that we do.

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

St Antony

Ok so I know this is like a blog rush mania but I've got a few things done lately so have a little time!

Today is the feast of St Antony, the founder of monasticism (yes he did pretty much get there before Benedict!) and also the man whose life inspired some bloggers!

Andrew Jones mentioned the Vita Antoni in his session at Greenbelt 05.

Here is some of what we heard of the great man this morning:

when you have heard, apart from your admiration of the man, will be wishful to emulate his determination; seeing that for monks the life of Antony is a sufficient pattern of discipline... Antony you must know was by descent an Egyptian: his parents were of good family and possessed considerable wealth, and as they were Christians he also was reared in the same Faith. In infancy he was brought up with his parents, knowing nought else but them and his home. But when he was grown and arrived at boyhood, and was advancing in years, he could not endure to learn letters, not caring to associate with other boys; but all his desire was, as it is written of Jacob, to live a plain man at home. With his parents he used to attend the Lord's House, and neither as a child was he idle nor when older did he despise them; but was both obedient to his father and mother and attentive to what was read, keeping in his heart what was profitable in what he heard. And though as a child brought up in moderate affluence, he did not trouble his parents for varied or luxurious fare, nor was this a source of pleasure to him; but was content simply with what he found nor sought anything further.After the death of his father and mother he was left alone with one little sister: his age was about eighteen or twenty, and on him the care both of home and sister rested. Now it was not six months after the death of his parents, and going according to custom into the Lord's House, he communed with himself and reflected as he walked how the Apostles left all and followed the Saviour; and how they in the Acts sold their possessions and brought and laid them at the Apostles' feet for distribution to then eedy, and what and how great a hope was laid up for them in heaven. Pondering over these things he entered the church, and it happened the Gospel was being read, and he heard the Lord saying to the rich man, 'If thou wouldest be perfect, go and sell that thou hast and give to the poor; and come follow Me and thou shalt have treasure in heaven.' Antony, as though God had put him in mind of the Saints, and the passage had been read on his account, went out immediately from the church, and gave the possessions of his forefathers to the villagers--they were three hundred acres, productive and very fair --that they should be no more a clog upon himself and his sister. And all the rest that was movable he sold, and having got together much money he gave it to the poor, reserving a little however for his sister's sake.

And again as he went into the church, hearing the Lord say in the Gospel, ' be not anxious for the morrow,' he could stay no longer, but went out and gave those things also to the poor. Having committed his sister to known and faithful virgins, and put her into a convent to be brought up, he henceforth devoted himself outside his house to discipline, taking heed to himself and training himself with patience. For there were not yet so many monasteries in Egypt, and no monk at all knew of the distant desert; but all who wished to give heed to themselves practised the discipline in solitude near their own village. Now there was then in the next village an old man who had lived the life of a hermit from his youth up. Antony, after he had seen this man, imitated him in piety. And at first he began to abide in places out side the village: then if he heard of a good man anywhere, like the prudent bee, he went forth and sought him, nor turned back to his own palace until he had seen him; and he returned, having got from the good man as it were supplies for his journey in the way of virtue. So dwelling there at first, he confirmed his purpose not to return to the abode of his fathers nor to the remembrance of his kinsfolk; but to keep all his desire and energy for perfecting his discipline. He worked, however. with his hands, having heard, 'he who is idle let him not eat,' and part he spent on bread and part he gave to the needy. And he was constant in prayer, knowing that a man ought to pray in secret unceasingly. For he had given such heed to what was read that none of the things that were written fell from him to the ground, but he remembered all, and afterwards his memory served him for books.

Thus conducting himself, Antony was beloved by all. He subjected himself in sincerity to the good men whom he visited, and learned thoroughly where each surpassed him in zeal and discipline. He observed the graciousness of one; the unceasing prayer of another; he took knowledge of another's freedom from anger and another's loving-kindness; he gave heed to one as he watched, to another as he studied; one he admired for his endurance, another for his fasting and sleeping on the ground; the meekness of one and the long-suffering of another he watched with care, while he took note of the piety towards Christ and the mutual love which animated all. Thus filled, he returned to his own place of discipline, and henceforth would strive to unite the qualities of each, and was eager to show in himself the virtues of all. With others of the same age he had no rivalry; save this only, that he should not be second to them in higher things. And this he did so as to hurt the feelings of nobody, but made them rejoice over him. So all they of that village and the good men in whose intimacy he was, when they saw that he was a man of this sort, used to call him God-beloved. And some welcomed him as a son, others as a brother.


So I think the warning must be:

CHURCH - it's a dangerous place full of challenging texts... You might just hear something you need to hear!

Dave Walker... Cartoon Guy

Simo has endeavoured to raise the profile of our own living legend Dave Walker and get his name a little higher in the Dave Walker listings in Google.

I mean he is THE Dave Walker from the Church Times.

He is THE Dave Walker who did that thing about the Windsor report.

He is THE Dave Walker responsible for Yoofwork resources.

He is THE Dave Walker who did the Guide to Greenbelt

AND...

He is THE Dave Walker who got mentioned (not by me but by a colleague who hasn't met THE Dave Walker) at the All Saints' Core Leadership meeting because of his cartoon on rotas.

Obviously as being on page one of the Sarah Hamiltons on Google (as I've mentioned before) I only feel it's fair to raise the profile of someone MUCH more worthy than me, namely THE DAVE WALKER, cartoonist, Christian and, oh darn it, just an all round nice guy!!!

Monday, January 16, 2006

SO.... Graham Norton

Ok so I may be out of touch with reality, society and in a little Christian bubble but something Graham Norton said last night on The Bigger Picture with Graham Norton (which I caught as I flicked over to watch Film 2006). Now I actually LIKE a lot of Graham Norton's humour and the guests were also people I liked; Alan Cumming, Sandi Toksvig (Have though she's fab ever since Ethel in No.73) and Sir Ian McKellen. However I tuned in just as Graham was describing friend of his mother's who was as he described, "one of those real Christians who goes to church every Sunday and takes Holy communion and everything" (slight paraphrase). Clearly he was using this as an example of why religion was a bit "silly" because he followed up a description of this woman by saying that he heard her say: "I mean that idea of the Immaculate Conception... you'd have to be REALLY naive/gullible (can't remember the exact word) to believe THAT. Well it's only the ENTIRE basis of your faith!" much hilarity ensued.

Er... Graham...? IMMACULATE CONCEPTION actually NOT the entire basis of the Christian faith that would be THE VIRGIN BIRTH you were thinking of and it is entirely possible NOT to believe it and still be a Christian. Brilliantly this is NOT a mistake the BBC itself makes as it has it very clearly laid out.

I'm sure I was unjustifiably annoyed about this common confusion being aired on TV and I'm sure I'm turning into an old Mary Whitehouse type lady.

Question is...

What should we do to prevent such misunderstandings? I think they matter. Do other people think so?

Week of Prayer for Christian Unity

I got my email from Taize today with the fabulous news that the morning service from Taize will be aired on Radio 4 this Sunday at 8.10 am as part of the bbc celebrations to mark the week of Prayer for Christian Unity.

Tune in or listen later on line.

Friday, January 13, 2006

Ok some more medievally stuff!

Well it's the day to remember Hilary of Poitiers today and AGAIN it is a person I am actually REMEMBERING rather than thinking "who?"

The reading set from the church fathers for morning prayer this morning was one by Hilary himself from his work, De Trinitate (On the Trinity). It was wonderful to read the freshness of the recognition of God as Trinity in those days of the formation of the Nicene Creed when this concept was slowly being realised by the church and set down as a founding principle. Have a look at this as a taster of the full thing:

I believe that men, prompted by nature herself, have raised themselves through teaching and practice to the virtues which we name patience and temperance and forbearance, under the conviction that right living means right action and right thought, and that Immortal God has not given life only to end in death; for none can believe that the Giver of good has bestowed the pleasant sense of life in order that it may be overcast by the gloomy fear of dying.
And yet, though I could not tax with folly and uselessness this counsel of theirs to keep the soul free from blame, and evade by foresight or elude by skill or endure with patience the troubles of life, still I could not regard these men as guides competent to lead me to the good and happy Life. Their precepts were platitudes, on the mere level of human impulse; animal instinct could not fail to comprehend them, and he who understood but disobeyed would have fallen into an insanity baser than animal unreason. Moreover, my soul was eager not merely to do the things, neglect of which brings shame and suffering, but to know the God and Father Who had given this great gift, to Whom, it felt, it owed its whole self, Whose service was its true honour, on Whom all its hopes were fixed, in Whose lovingkindness, as in a safe home and haven, it could rest amid all the troubles of this anxious life. It was inflamed with a passionate desire to apprehend Him or to know Him.

Some of these teachers brought forward large households of dubious deities, and under the persuasion that there is a sexual activity in divine beings narrated births and lineages from god to god. Others asserted that there were gods greater and less, of distinction proportionate to their power. Some denied the existence of any gods whatever, and confined their reverence to a nature which, in their opinion owes its being to chance-led vibrations and collisions. On the other hand, many followed the common belief in asserting the existence of a God, but proclaimed Him heedless and indifferent to the affairs of men. Again, some worshipped in the elements of earth and air the actual bodily and visible forms of created things; and, finally, some made their gods dwell within images of men or of beasts, tame or wild, of birds or of snakes, and confined the Lord of the universe and Father of infinity within these narrow prisons of metal or stone or wood. These I was sure, could be no exponents of truth, for though they were at one in the absurdity, the foulness, the impiety of their observances, they were at variance concerning the essential articles of their senseless belief. My soul was distracted amid all these claims, yet still it pressed along that profitable road which leads inevitably to the true knowledge of God. It could not hold that neglect of a world created by Himself was worthily to be attributed to God, or that deities endowed with sex, and lines of begetters and begotten, were compatible with the pure and mighty nature of the Godhead. Nay, rather, it was sure that that which is Divine and eternal must be one without distinction of sex, for that which is self-existent cannot have left outside itself anything superior to itself. Hence omnipotence and eternity are the possession of One only, for omnipotence is incapable of degrees of strength or weakness, and eternity of priority or succession. In God we must worship absolute eternity and absolute power.

While my mind was dwelling on these and on many like thoughts, I chauced upon the books which, according to the tradition of the Hebrew faith, were written by Moses and the prophets, and found in these words spoken by God the Creator testifying of Himself 'I AM THAT I AM, and again, He THAT IS hath sent me unto you.' I confess that I was amazed to find in them an indication concerning God so exact that it expressed in the terms best adapted to human understanding an unattainable insight into the mystery of the Divine nature. For no property of God which the mind can grasp is more characteristic of Him than existence, since existence, in the absolute sense, cannot be predicated of that which shall come to an end, or of that which has had a beginning, and He who now joins continuity of being with the possession of perfect felicity could not in the past, nor can in the future, be non-existent; for whatsoever is Divine can neither be originated nor destroyed. Wherefore, since God's eternity is inseparable from Himself, it was worthy of Him to reveal this one thing, that He is, as the assurance of His absolute eternity.

For such an indication of God's infinity the words 'I AM THAT I AM' were clearly adequate; but, in addition, we needed to apprehend the operation of His majesty and power. For while absolute existence is peculiar to Him Who, abiding eternally, had no beginning in a past however remote.

Yet my soul was weighed down with fear both for itself and for the body. It retained a firm conviction, and a devout loyalty to the true faith concerning God, but had come to harbour a deep anxiety concerning itself and the bodily dwelling which must, it thought, share its destruction. While in this state, in addition to its knowledge of the teaching of the Law and Prophets, it learned the truths taught by the Apostle in the Gospel;--In the beginning was rite Ward, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. The same was in the beginning with God. All things were made through Him, and without Him was not anything made. That which was made in Him is life, and the life was the light of men, and the light shineth in darkness, and the darkness apprehended it not. There was a man sent from God, whose name was John. He came for wiiness, that he might bear witness of the light. That was the true light, which lighteneth every man that cometh into this world. He was in the world, and the world was made through Him, and the world knew Him not. He came unto His own things, and they that were His own received Him not. But to as many as received Him He gave power to become sons of God, even to them that believe on His Name; which were born, not of blood, nor of the will of man, nor of the will of the flesh, but of God. And the Word became flesh and dwelt among us, and we beheld His glory, glory as of the Only-begotten from the Father, full of grace and truth. Here the soul makes an advance beyond the attainment of its natural capacities, is taught more than it had dreamed concerning God. For it learns that its Creator is God of God; it hears that the Word is God and was with God in the beginning. It comes to understand that the Light of the world was abiding in the world and that the world knew Him not; that He came to His own possession and that they that were His own received Him not; but that they who do receive Him by virtue of their faith advance to be sons of God, being born not of the embrace of the flesh nor of the conception of the blood nor of bodily desire, but of God; finally, it learns that the Word became flesh and dwelt among us, and that His glory was seen, which, as of the Only-begotten from the Father, is perfect through grace and truth.

Thursday, January 12, 2006

Aelred of Rievaulx

Today is the feast day of Aelred of Rievaulx, who was called the "Bernard of the North" for the similarity of his theology with Bernard of Clairvaux - poor guy eh? He focussed a lot on things like wisdom and so (tenuous link of the day...) here's some wisdom from Br ROger of Taize. I know, still not proper blogging but I'm just about to print of the final version of the annual report and THEN do the edited version and THEN I have a date with a book by Steven Croft but after that... well you never know!!!

To let ourselves be refreshed by living water welling up inside us, it is good to go off for a few days in silence and peace. Long ago Elijah, the believer, set out in search of a place where he could listen to God. He climbed a mountain in the wilderness. A hurricane arose, the earth began to shake, a conflagration broke out. Elijah knew that God was not in these outbursts of nature. God is never the author of earthquakes or natural disasters. Then everything became quiet and there was the murmur of a gentle breeze. Elijah covered his face. He had come to the realization that God's voice also made itself understood in a breath of silence.

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Scary Biscuits

Roy picked up on my use of the phrase "scary biscuits" in a post from Sunday. This is a phrase I picked up from my friend Jo at uni (I think!) and which Rowan has adopted, apparently, to the interest of people at HER uni! It's a phrase I've used occasionally over the last few years but which has featured a little more in the last year, no idea why!

Other than "my friend Jo" I have NO idea of its origins. Anyone got any ideas?

Monday, January 09, 2006

Benefits of youth ministry...

So I'm dragging a fine toothed-comb through my annual reportffor our youthwork trust and converting it to a shorter version for the church annual reports and because I'm just doing fiddly little bits of spacing, formatting, spelling, etc., I thought I could do so with the TV on and what was there on but the fabulous programme, The Unteachables. I loved this show when I caught a bit of it before but being as I'm often out in the evenings I didn't see all of the series. It's all about a group of young people who have been considered "problems" and who cannot or will not engage with the education system and the fantastic teachers who engage them in a special program to bring out their latent abilities. Phil Beadle, the main teacher is just SUPERB. He's a youthworker who's also a teacher. I think my favourite moment so far was when he introduced them to the rules. The first rule was "no chewing" and so he got several of them to get rid of their gum. The next rule was one of those moments that made me wish I had the guts to do that! He got them ALL to lean back on their chairs SO FAR that they fell over just to show them how much it hurt. THEN he said, "It hurts. It's dangerous so don't do it, alright?" Marvellous!

I know I'm kinda late in linking to this great site but it has some great tests and features. There are videos made by young people about their experiences of education and there are also some quizzes which help you discover your learning style.

Sunday, January 08, 2006

Back in busyness

So I think for all of us we must be back to "normal" mode now with church and work. I am now back in a new kind of normal and reasonably settling down to it.

I'm currently in the midst of the annual report which is always a mixed blessing - partly fun to remember all of the things we've done which were such fun but partly a LONG thing to write with lots of sections and tables which need tweaking and things!

First reflection in reverse order ... Wayne's World at the Christmas Eve party...

With the 12-14 year olds it went down REALLY WELL... they were in hysterics (really can't believe it's a PG with some of THOSE jokes!)

With the 15-17 year olds... well... the comment was "Sarah, that was lame!"

Just think... there's a certain window for liking a certain kind of film. I mean we adults of certain generations LOVE it because it is KITSCH and cool and reminds us of cracking up at it when we were teenagers. If you don't watch something at the right age, you might NEVER appreciate it, even if it might be JUST the kind of thing you'd like. Scary biscuits!

Anyway mixed blessing of annual report awaits!

Monday, January 02, 2006

Durham






My best beloved and I had a wonderful wander around Durham just after Christmas.




I'd never been before and I have to say it is a city that I really loved. It's one of those intimate cities which blends grandeur and culture whilst maintaining a personal feel. It reminded me a lot of places like Sienna because of that... However the snow made it rather clear that we weren't in the sunny climes of Tuscany.